hey!

huh! yeah ryt. i must be crazy. i should have never told you how i really feel. never should you have known that i've fallen for you. maybe i was just afraid that i might lose you. all i wanted was to save what we have. haha. ganun din pala. too bad, i should've seen it coming. i should've read the signs. slow. real slow. it's all over.




right now, i feel like i'm a total loser. felt like things were real bad stolen from me. trust, love and honesty. these are the things i don't easily give out. too bad, i may have given these not right in time.


i trust you more than you know. i have learned to love you more than you feel. for once in my life i have been bold honest and i NEVER thought that it pays like this to be one. never. i should have lied. i should have lied. you don't deserve to have known the TRUTH. i value everything we have but i guess, it's all over. i guess it's something we could never keep.



huh! what else? ok, ok. hmm..sort, sort, sort. go ahead. sort out your feelings. i damn hope that i'd still be feeling the same for you. what you have of me is nothing but real, nothing but true. i sincerely gave you what i can give despite the fact that it's a total risk. you wanted me to help myself? ahah! alas! com'on. you already got it. now what?!



moving forward, hope you'll find your way home and hope that it's never too late. i'm sure i don't know how long i'd wait.



another chance, another love wasted. all gone. needed to be forgotten. you've made me stronger and i thank you for that. these wounds will soon heal...



...and when i'm all ready, im sure it'll be for real.



i'll soon be over you, you'll see...